start with a blank page

an empty space

a view of the sky

perfect lighting

soft music

an open mind

a peaceful heart

and you just may find a moment of happiness

i stir for 20 minutes

until it swells twice its size

i watch the sticky steamy bubbles pop

the mother scent permeates from the stove
i know it is done when the white, translucent, creamy, liquid...squirts

your hand in mine

i want to devour you
every inch of
you
explore your
holy place
with your hand in mine
I will digest your fears
swallow
my tears
deeper i will go
into the rabbit hole
inside of your heart
the center of your soul
there i will find
your
truth

some
times
the
stars
align

valentines day

l swell up
pink
exude heat
like a volcano
I gush
wetness
and become
euphoric

for u

pale
blue
eyed
blond
tall
man
full
lips
my
head
your
chest
your
legs
my
hips
i
want
to
feel
you
inside
of
me
again

quote

life can only be understood backwards but it must be lived forwards " "Kierkegaard"

My New York

i want to b where u r

look me up
when you heart/ gets broken
call on me / i'll be there/ to listen
i can be your friend / or i can be your lover
its fine by me / one way or another
is it / such a crime
to want to / waste some time
with you
i just want to be/ where you are
your such a star

new york cab ride

Today
I got in a cab,
the driver looked like Sean Penn.
There was loud music playing, it was the grateful dead.
He asked me if it was too loud?
No it's fine.
I asked him if he is an x dead head?
He answered yes, in a round about way.
Then he asked me if i ever was a fan?
I said no, but a girlfriend of mine quit school and followed them around for a couple of years.
How is she now he asked?
Shes great, she went to back to school got a masters in art, she was always a great painter. Today she is exhibiting, happily married and has 3 beautiful children.
As we arrived at my destination he turned around grinned and said listening to the Grateful Dead is better than sex.
Wow, well that does sound good, enjoy your grateful dead experience...paid the fare and got out of the cab.

my dreams are a better place to be than reality these days