"i am a city girl and a warrior " the raincoats

nov26th 2010

beauty and pleasure
i miss you
yet, i will not call you

i push my entire body  
against you
too tired
to be in love with
anyone

alone again with my computer screen
where i can find any time ,anything
i can set my self on fire
i dont need you
i dont need you
i dont need you

loneliness
has arrived
time is  ticking , away
the scars of my future
they are urban poetry

Maybe all one can do is hope to end up with the right regrets.  ~Arthur Miller

When I stand before God at the end of my life, I would hope that I would not have a single bit of talent left, and could say, "I used everything you gave me."  ~Erma Bombeck

my dads birthday today he passed away 7 years ago this bio was written then

a sour note

I strum my instrument
stroking the skin
drowning in my own sin
watering the fading flower
massaging a foggy brain
sad sad sad
black blue eyes
the shadowy darkness
waiting outside
the smell of  death
the closer it comes
a stillness
so unbearable
the sleep 
that will never end